Written by Ashton Deroy

What is an autistic Concussion like? << Click this if you dare. Here is a small quotation “When this happens, they can become fixated on why it ended. They spend a lot of time trying to figure out what they did wrong, second-guessing themselves, and trying to figure out how they can fix it. They ruminate and get stuck in this loop. It becomes all they can think about, and this makes it hard to function. They doubt themselves, criticize themselves, and feel horrible inside. A part of them might even feel hopeless because no matter how hard they try, social interactions can go poorly. Or, they lose hope in developing future meaningful relationships after experiencing such trauma and exerting so much emotional energy on figuring out what went wrong.”

I’ve been disturbed by this picture so much so that I couldn’t look at it. I also loved it because I was projecting my Concussed emotions onto it. This won’t be a disturbing type of art I likely re-visit because it is inconsistent with my not psychotic personality. However this entire image is a narcissistic projection. The two black hole represent hitting my head twice. The blood represents a fear I have for internal bleeding or my history as a wrist cutting Emo.

This post used to read like the most delusional can’t find a target rant I have ever written. On this day? Yes I did get some people talking. About how maybe workers in the town need to do things to promote their rights. Living in a town of commonplace poverty. I did have this conversation in Giant Tiger. I do think we need a broader conversation on how the average worker is mistreated. Look at my concussion. Evaluate how Justice never came. Yikes you want to live in a world where Employers can kill as many people as they want? Giant Tiger can just give employees heart attacks when they choose? Or Concussions from pushing them too hard? Maybe some respiratory collapses?

Details about the manager.

This part used to contain a deranged rant that has been redacted as of 3/29/2025. Jennifer Boutilier can definitely go to hell! For being a pushy manager during a challenging time. If I see her she may get some yelling. Things are definitely not done between us. I am not after money anymore.