Starting something that scares you. Have you ever started something that scares you?

Season 6 Episode 17 of Bob’s Burgers. Is about when Tina goes to Horse Camp. Something she idealizes in semi-psychotic dreams with her imaginary horse friend. However in real life when she is paired with a difficult horse turns out to be something rather nerve inducing.

Ashton Deroy

June 23, 2024

2–4 minutes

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Written by Ashton Deroy

This episode makes me think of Joining my High School Wrestling Team at ENSS. I idealized it, then it scared me and then I thought it might kill me. Overall it ended up being good for my autistic coordination, weight management & it taught me how far I could safely push myself. Information I use in self-guided exercise to this day.

Why I Idealized it?

I idealized it because of Cruiserweight Wrestling. Something I consider to be the best Men’s Professional Wrestling to this day. If you are going to wrestle? Why not make it an athletic spectacle? To learn this stuff I knew I had to try to become an athlete.

It scared me.

Amateur Wrestling Fundamentals are actually used in Professional Wrestling. This wasn’t a mistake. It just wasn’t something I was particularly good at. In the beginning it was starting to hurt. Part of me felt that if I continued going I may cripple myself. That did not happen. The Closest I came to crippling myself in my entire life was my workplace Concussion. That job initially didn’t even scare me! I did think Wrestling might kill me after I lost every amateur bout I ever had. The only time I could win at Amateur Wrestling in fact? Was when I was wrestling this other Autistic guy.

I know how much I can safely push myself

Below is a calendar I changed the name to because I am silly and wanted to mess with my friend Jeff. It is actually an Ultimate Fighter Workout series. From a DVD I acquired at a yard sale. I am working on. I know how much I can workout before I am done. I have standards to stop exercising. Sometimes I misjudge. However I am on the active side and mostly I can tell when I am done. Due to previously being a Wrestler. I am not scared of exercising alone. I can self-start a routine whenever I choose. I know to stop when something hurts, pops or I get sick.

Starting something that scares you? Is good for you. What is something that scared you? That ended up being good for you. Email Ashtonderoy@gmail.com

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