Written by Ashton Deroy

I am angry at my brother cause of a pattern of selfish Individualistic behavior. It is hard not to be pissed off at your family when you have had a pretty rough life! Ex Homeless, Concussed on the job and a history of verbal abuse and isolation from older relatives. Siblings also internalized ableism. Which lead them to be of no use to me. There is no guarantee our relationships stay positive over time. Especially if people focus on being narcissistic and owing no one anything.

Why he is my unequal equal? Kyle Deroy is my unequal equal. Cause no matter what he gets a livable wage when he goes to work in Ontario. I do not! Which is why my living circumstances keep getting worse & worse. Kyle owes more than covering his own ass but if that is all he wants to do? He can stop talking to family. I am not our Mom. I don’t want to live in denial and pretend I have good relationships with family when I think they are selfish pricks! I am also tired of him talking about everyone behind their back and treating himself like he is better than everyone.

Follow up dialog with Steffanie Sagriff

‘You know how it is with Kyle almost better than anyone. I have to disconnect to make room for new relationships. Or I live in the shadow of old rejection. Kyle even reminds you that you are rejected or worse he avoids you.” Ashton Deroy.

Steffanie Sagriff ‘Yeah he does stick to himself sometimes. But you gotta make sure you’re doing okay. Get yourself out there do stuff that makes you happy.”

Kyle Deroy and Steffanie Sagriff as kids.

Would I consider not writing about my family? Ashton Deroy explains.