I have no long-term resentments toward this individual, though we had toxic fights in the past. Where I was largely the antagonist. I can admit this after my mother acted in a way I would act. Doing something out of spite to Steffanie to get her in trouble with her mother Lisa. Then me coming to the realization. Steffanie is like Lisa yes… I am like my mother, and she is a Dictator Complex. With emotional issues.

Steffanie Sagriff is one of the few females knock me out in a Wrestling practice as a kid. She knows I am not a functional heavyweight as a kid of a diabetic. AKA if Ashton Deroy is overweight?

(At 5ft 9. I could be a functional heavyweight still, hypothetically. I carry weight weird and it makes me dumber. If I am overweight? I am dying. It’s something to do with being the kid of a diabetic.)

She might of had me take up running at one time to deal with this. She confirms my autism coordination impairment interferes with a gendered advantage in fights. For if another woman inevitably kicks my ass….

Yes, I was knocked out by Steffanie Sagriff. I also harbor no long-term resentment toward this person. Mostly because we got all of our screaming out. She knocked me out. We did black out drinking together. What more can two people do? Actually, I will remember her as a great friend and functional relative. I should have treated this person better. Yes, I am saying this about someone who has knocked me out. That is honor.