Written by Ashton Deroy

People want me to stay connected to this character redemption arch where I still attempt to be less toxic. https://fortheloveofbelleville.ca/2025/11/20/i-am-sorry-for-participating-in-toxic-internet-culture/

Even though it’s a minority voice on the website it is still a voice on the website and it speaks with enough clarity and compassion that it breaks through my egotistical Autistic brain.

Tokyo Smoke budtenders shop at the Dispensary I work at. To do Budtender to Budtender chit-chat. Next time I am in contact with one? I am going to discuss maybe doing a reconciliation arch for my socials. Cause there is a readership to who wants me attempt with sobriety, health and anger management. No one likes to watch a high IQ Autistic Special Needs adult self-destruct. <– Yes I am more complicated than the high functioning versus low functioning dichotomy.

That is something I have had to accept in my moral development. Even begrudgingly at times. Using the data I have gathered on my site? This will be the next reconciliation I go for. A reconciliation with Tokyo Smoke.

Thank You to Tokyo Smoke.

You did not attempt to censor me.

You recognized that I was overworked . One of the big blogs about Tokyo Smoke was about chairs. I had to be in crippling back pain. That I would rant this much about needing a chair. I know myself well enough that this is 100% what I meant.

Your messages about me leaving were not actually bitter messages. It was more like an inevitable time to move on. I didn’t feel I fit in the social fabric anymore. I wanted to open up the professional social opportuinity to someone that would appreciate it more.