Written by Ashton Deroy
This WordPress blog is and remains a creative space for a mental health journal. Related to Ashton Deroy an Adult with brain damage from Giant Tiger 2019. After reviewing some things. I have had to come to the conclusion my Concussion may of colored meories as more hostile than they may of been. Or that with my Pain maybe my head is choosing to hold on to Hostile memories with more intensity.

I have only been able to spot this. Cause I took something that is actually associated with pain instead of sleep. Which changed my frame of mind. I believe my state of average pain is causing me to feel things more intensely or misremember things as hositle or even violent. The Concussion appears to live with me as a semi-permanent headache.
I have an awareness of pain. Want to consider options of massage and Chiropractic options in the future if I have the funds. Or think of a creative solution. Currently I am over relying on Yoga & weed to handle pain.





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