How I want to be remembered? When I die?

Written by Ashton Deroy I want to confirm at the start of this post. I am not currently suicidal. Though I am broke and a tad hungry cause all I have is bad food. I am not suicidal. Do I have a positive outlook on the future? No I do not. When I say farewell…

Ashton Deroy

November 27, 2023

2–3 minutes

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Written by Ashton Deroy

I want to confirm at the start of this post. I am not currently suicidal. Though I am broke and a tad hungry cause all I have is bad food. I am not suicidal. Do I have a positive outlook on the future? No I do not.

When I say farewell tour? I mean the actions people think when death is inevitably close.

On my farewell tour. I don’t need to shoot anyone. I don’t need to harm anyone at all. I just need to tell everyone what I really think of them? Flip them off through the written word. As that has always been enough.

I want to go out doing some version of flipping off & pissing off every single annoying person, spiteful moron and obnoxious self obsessed morons. Our Society isn’t so great in Ontario. We underpay people who do the crucial work of healthcare. Disrespect Disabled people and make it harder for them to get adequate housing.

Don’t think your existence is so unobjectionable

People believe a lot of stupid things. Some rarely cave to reason or Compassion. As far as I am concerned? I grew up around 3 types of morons self-abusers, Con-artists & Traditionalists. With a clear head I can say right now who are the least objectionable people I have known.

Least Objectionable people

My brother Kyle – For Being a Nurse and attempting to be more Green. Also for helping me realize I needed Yoga in my life as a teenager. My ADHD was out of control and I needed to stretch more to reduce pain and have more control of my body. Since my ADHD does come with Hyperactivity that can turn itself on randomly.
My Father – For always being there for me. Even when mom defiantly wasn’t.
My Paternal Grandmother – For teaching me the life lesson. All you need for exercise is to walk an hour a day. As well as helping me Socialize more. After spending a lot of time socially isolated growing up.
Chrissy – For always helping me be more independent. In ways that actually help.
Ashley – For helping me become more fit and a better Warrior.
Alana, Diana, Kella & Kaylib – For spotting my Autistic Delusion problems and doing their best to help.

Most Objectional People

I’ll save your names for my rainy Days.